Monday, May 09, 2005

Remember me?

It's hard to start up again after being gone for so long but here goes... I won't backtrack about my life since November, I will begin with today... Today I am tired. I've been tired all weekend actually for some reason. A bit frustrating to be tired on my weekend off but it was a good weekend anyway. It was extremely hard going back to work this morning. This month should actually not be too bad of a month work-wise (besides the fact that I STILL work at B&N!) 3 out of the 4 weekends this month I requested off due to going out of town & having family visiting. You gotta love when the store manager begrudgedly gives you permission than when you return from your first weekend off proceeds to ask you details of what you did during your time off & then for the rest of the shift, hassles you everytime he sees you about all the time off you've requested that month. Just another reason I need out! I'm a caged animal there & if I don't get out sometime SOON, I'm gonna bite the manager's head off & eat it for my 30 minute lunch break. Good thing I'm not a carnivore...
I feel stuck there. Actually in thinking about it, I feel stuck in many areas of my life...
But for tonight, I'm done working for the day. It stays lighter til later in the evening these days, there's a cool breeze coming in my window after a humid day & it smells & feels like rain. So tonight, I will breathe in those gifts of life & recommit to writing on my blog more consistently. Til next time...

2 comments:

weniki93 said...

come back jen.

Jenna Lynne E. Deckert said...

Thanks for your encouragement Wen!