Friday, November 24, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Another week has passed & I'm so grateful to still be pregnant. I keep having miscarriage dreams! They're awful & I'm sobbing in my dreams & wake afraid I really did have a miscarriage. But then I'm so relieved to realize it was only a dream. I guess I'm getting out my fears through those dreams. They're going to come out one way or another. So this week I am 7 weeks along and still very tired and my morning sickness has gotten a bit worse. 4 1/2 weeks left of internship; 6 more weeks of first trimester. I can't wait to be finished both! I'm hoping when 2nd trimester rolls around I'll be less fearful of losing baby boo and feeling less sick. That's what I hear happens for most so I'm looking forward to that. I'm also looking forward to finding out if baby boo is a girl or a boy. I guess we'll be able to find that out around week 20. So, my faithful blog-reading friends & family, we'd love to hear some name suggestions. What should we name our baby boo?
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
We are having a baby! I am so excited. I can't believe this is actually real. I'm 6 weeks & things are going along good. I am tired & nauseous and that is good! Everything is as it should be. I haven't been very emotional although I'm more anxious than usual - I'm worried I'm going to lose this precious baby who at this point is only as big as a pinto bean. I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't hear you but I know you're there & I'm already attached to you. I didn't know how much I wanted this (how much I wanted you, little boo) until you were in my tummy. It's amazing how a little pinto bean changes everything.